Love the way I lie

I met my old friends last year. At first, I was a shy girl in that community.

I just came as late as I possible->sat beside the girl who was alienated by them->tried to be miss. invisible one->went home.

Oneday, I know that my friend in that community is a friend of my unforgettable friend(boy).

I always ask about him to him>Be smart to understand what I say, please<

We talk, we was joking of each other, and many things we done

I know my bestfriend love him and he love my another friend. He know that I love his friend.

But I wanted to turn, but I couldn't.

Oneday, he got new girlfriend.

It was mean over. Done. It hurt so damn. I don't wanna be anything on you.

I've lie to you about my feeling when you asked me.
Now, I get my punishment.

I just hope to you. Don't hurt me like that anymore, please.

Thanks