What an accident!

Today, my uncle arrived in Jakarta. He was fly to his hometown. It's ordinary, but we were so glad to hear he arrived. When he was on the way to Polonia Airport, he and his family got an accident. The car got damage risk, but he and his family survive from the accident. When he arrived in Jakarta, my grandma held a Thanks Giving Party for our big family.
We know God is good. He let us fall to throw us to success. He give my uncle a life chance to be better than before.
So, be better before God give you hard test! Although God test you, he won't give you a test that you can't pass.

knockin' on heaven's door.

Lyric:

Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Sometimes I'm drowning in this song. It's just like what I'm feeling. My mom doesn't take the badge and doesn't put my gun. Sometimes I feel something was taken or put from me(not by my mom). But I don't know what was that thing. My heart feel so empty  (I don't talk about love). When I had to feel sad, I was okay. When I had to feel happy, I was in a normal mood. It's like I lost all of that feeling. I just can't feel what's this condition? am I happy? no. am I sad? no. am I just okay? no. there's something was taken, maybe my feeling.
People sometimes just like me. They stuck on their routine and lost. The lose their feeling and turn to be zombie. Take rational! revive your spirit! take some fresh air and break the routine rules!

I keep swimming like a fish

I'm fail, but I keep swimming braved the current of a downturn.
I'm success, I keep swimming hard and fast so I can jump and see the world.
I'm hurt, I keep swimming until the sea's water heal my scar.
I'm happy, I keep swimming and share my happiness to the coral reefs around me.
I'm unobstructed, I keep swimming and hit the barrier until it collapse.
I'm free, I keep swimming to enjoy my freedom.


I'm a fish which live in hard strong current.
I'm a fish which always jump to see somewhere out there.
I'm a fish which love the marine environment like they love me.  
I'm a fish which have coral reefs as my friends.
I'm a fish which never stuck in a hook.
I;m a fish which always swimming.

Everything will be beautiful in His time!

It's about my collage. Since I was a student in the first grade of senior high school, I really want to be a student in University of Indonesia.
I took a course, did some exercise, took some tryout, but the result: I'm not the part of that university in this year.
I took another exam to get public university and I get them. I choose one of them, that's Polytechnic on Jakarta. It's located in University of Indonesia area. I get accounting for D3.My parents want me to tale polytechnic of Jakarta so I take it.
I was so down because I really want to be a student of UI, but I believe wherever I study, everything will be beautiful in His time. I'll be success because God strengthen me!