Sorry Felix

January 23rd 2010
Lesson for today:
No freedom of forestation on felix

It’s my mistake. When my friend invited felix I was disagree. But I know there are too many voice said they want to accept that invitation so we accept that. But there is to difficult to choose the songs, completed the terms and conditions, and practice felix.

I don’t know what songs that I might choose. I chose “Suara” from ‘Hijau Daun’ because I thought that was too easy to arrangement by my band and I was wrong about that. The second song I chose “Who will I be” from ‘Demi Lovato’ because I think they will like the genre of this song. I tried to combine their genre but I was wrong.

Because I chose the wrong songs, Felix was has a conflict. I’m felt so guilty. I want to cry but I couldn’t. I know if I cry there will be something in my brain that can hurt my head and the right side of my chaos system and my brain can’t order my body to save myself from some destroyer. So I try to do not cry but I couldn’t. So I went to the corner and cry a lot. But I was hiding that from my friends.

When I was go home my friends reminded me that I was walking a little too middle of the street and there was too many motorcycle could strike myself. I know that but I don’t know what I must do. If I feel so bad there is a n order from my brain to hurt myself. Everything is my fault.

I’m so sorry, Felix